I would properly live my life without crying in tears for stupid reasons.

But when I wake up, I realize that I have another reason to cry now, because I really can't go back.

But this is why I am here. Why there's the Wenmei of today. The fat, unhealthy, retared, spastic, but otherwise full of too-many memories kid/ growing too fast girl.

Time passes by too fast. Everything just goes by & before you know it, tomorrow has become today, then yesterday, then the day before.

But this is how you&I learn, & hopefully have become a better person.

& I'm thankful I'm alive. Maybe if I had just taken one step slower or faster like on some random day 9827434i37984 millionyears ago or just yesterday, I wouldn't be here blogging.

But then, I'm here. I'm alive.
You're not.

But I know you would want me to be happy.

Both of you.

Oyasumi.